Hello everybody~~
I'll try to post in helsic  in english and in spanish because I don't know if in Taiwan I'll have time to post in two blogs, then my english blog
</a></b></a>helsic_eng will be in hiatus for a while. I'll start a new stage in my life and share you all of you my experiences in Taiwan not only fangirl things, olso about culture, food, people, places to visit and Chinese languaje! (Yeah I'll learn chinese too *-*)

About my other blog (yeah... I love blogs xD) </a></b></a>helsic_fangirl I'll try to post there only my Fanfics, fanarts, comics or fangirl stuff like images fanservice etc. Because I don't want to mix everything here ;_;' In helsic  I'll focuss only in my life in Taiwan. That's the reason I put a new name: "Taiwanese Dream"... yeah is simple D: but I don't have one better.

I Thiwsted my ancle and hurts ;_; but I can't do anything, I'm here in my house waiting for my passport with the USA visa, and I have to travel to Bogota (again) to get the Taiwanese visa D: but I can't walk very well... I don't know what I'm going to do. Anyway life isn't perfect ;_;

In the other hand... Super Junior comeback is in March!!! *A* I'm so exciting because I'll be in Taiwan in March... maybe they'll do a peformance in Taiwan... and I'll be there~~

Ahh! I have listened this podcast about Taiwan:
http://whatsupintaiwan.blogspot.com/

Is so goooood! is about the experiences of foreigners in Taiwan! it's help me a lot! *__*

see you *-*

OMG OMG OMG!
Those pictures makes my day!!! Ahh~~ The pictures was posted in HATO fanclub in the Hangeng's club. And Holy Shit! Sihan is amazing~ The new KangTeuk LOL

( OMG Sihan )

Everybody said that Sihan is true love... What do you think? LOL I don't know... When I think in Hangeng I can't see him as gay. I think in him like sensible and artistic man. And about Siwon... sometimes I though maybe he is bixesual or something LOL because He loves to keep in touch with other members and is very lovely with all of them. BUT... anyway if they're a real couple I don't care, I'll happy if they're happy :D

Ahh~~ Recently I had been so busy and didn't have time to continue writing my fanfics! I have a lot of things in my head with the Taiwan's trip, so I can't think in the stories of my fanfics D':

Hello~~
Yesterday, was my bday and I went to a farm with my family. I was with my mom, sister and two friends. One of them was Shingo, a boy that I really love *-* he is my best friend and my soulmate! :D


Yeii! I have never ride a bike like that... but yesterday I could ride with Shingo :D

Kyaaa!!! I give Nursing bottle to a baby pig!!! LOL

And We saw a beatiful Ducks *A* goose and swams! ^____^ I really want to touch them... but was prohibited.

Ahh I spend a good day with my family! and Today I'll go out with my friends! 8D

Thank you to HATO for the charmy congratulations in my bday! I love all members! I'M REALLY HAPPY!! thanks! *-*

Today is my bday! I'm 24 years old now! *A*
I'm going in a family plan to a swiming pool~~
I'm happy because today is my Bday, I don't have a party or something like that... but this doesn't matter, the most important thing is to know that you have good persons around you!!!

I love all my friends and I'm very thankful for all the messages that people leave to me in HATO fanclub! *-*

Thank you very much!

Aggh...
I was damnably sick yesterday. The symptoms starts 3 days ago with a fever. I couldn't sleep very well my temperature rose so much. During the day I took many pills of Acetaminofen and other pills for flu but nothing happen I continue feeling so bad, I turned to pale and when I went to the bathroon in the morning I fainted and I fell in the floor I vomited too.

I felt terrible, really bad. So My umma accompanied me to the doctor (my appa didn't go because for him is more important himself that anyone ¬¬) anyway We went to the doctor I was very sick and the doctor prescribed 3 injections at the same time D: and lot of different pills!

The injections are the best when you're sick because the effect is very fast! and after the injections I felt much better! ;O;

Now I'm very well compared with two days ago! ;O;
I'm so thankful with my Umma! she is a angel! I really love her! ♥

Is amazing how the fanservice move big crows of fans... in Asia. LOL
Sometimes I think... how could be in America if the 'Idols' starting to do fanservice as in Asia. xD I can't imagine! I don't think that fanservice suits in Latin-American idols... because they're so 'masculine' and the girls are so hot... I mean... If they make fanservice, they would look like porn-stars... or something like that XD

I think fanservice suits in Koreans/Japanese/Chinese idols because they're so cute. And his faces are like cute-kids. So when you watch fanservice, you noticed that the concept really suit on them.



For example this... Can you imagine Juanes (Colombian Singer) with Ricky Martin (Puerto Rico...? singer) doing the same that in the preview gif?



Can.. you imagine??? D: OMG I CAN'T!!!

I was thinking in this, because I saw the Lord of the rings again... the first movie... and I didn't forget who slash/yaoi LOTR were! omg! Aragon and Legolas are soooooo slash D': I didn't remember! Yesterday I saw the movie again for practice my english and... Aggh I was shocked with the 'pairing' Aragon x Legolas and Sam x Frodo. OMG! Sam is so gay! xD LOL is absolute gay!

Ohh~~ LOL searching Ricky Martin pictures for this post I found this one:
( Look the picture! )
Hohoho Latin-American fanservice(?)

Anyway, I'm into Korean fandoms and I'm going to stay (?)

Awww~ I didn't know this... KangIn looks so sweet trying to help his hyung! ahh~~ ♥

Ahww~~
My legs hurt! but I'm so happy 8D
ahaha is because I played pump it up all afternoon today! I spend 10.000 pesos playing PIU xD I mean... more than 10 credits LOL and I'm so satisfaced. Pump it up is like a good lover... LOL anyway I don't want to mix porn with this post...~~

I was playing all Kpop songs of PIU and I felt nostalgic listen to them. Becuase those Kpop old songs remember me my teens... and some memories in my past... is amazing how music is important for me... When I listen a song inmidiatly I travel in my mind to a many places and Music makes me feel a lot of feelings and usually I don't need to understand the lyrics.

I was really shocked when I played this song:
Oh my:


LOL that's son is VERY old. A lot of Koreans know the song~~ I imagine that is something like Camilo Sexto for Colombians or Nino Bravo for Argentinians LOL or Vicente Fernandez for Mexicans... I was playing the song and I remembered one video that I saw about Kpop Idols signing this song and I remembered HeeChul, KangIn, and LeeTeuk wearing traditional Korean clothes (I mean Hanboks for mans... I don't know the name o_o') and dancing in a 'Trot' performance... LOL

And this other song...

I really jumped like crazy when I found it in the machine... LOL the steps are great! I really love play and play again and again and my little sister got sick xD


LOOOOOOOL and this is the reason that Why I know the song... LOL. No comments about the nice pair of legs that KangIn have~~ and how sexy LeeTeuk is in the back... *-*

I was playing like little girl in Pump it Up forgeting all bad things in my life and all family problems that stressed me... yeah, because now I'm spending time with my Otosan... and is really complicated to deal with. Ahh this chritmas times have a lot family problems to me -__-

Now I feel like the 2009 didn't come... is weird... I don't celebrate the 31 as I'll like it. But anyway... if you have problems in your family is difficult to spend a nice chritmas or new year eve together... isn't?

Thank you for read it! :D

Hello everyone who read this blog! *sounds of silence* xD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
My best wishes for everyone!

This morning I opened skype and found my Asians friends there! I was surprise because for they was middle of the night... and... Why aren't they celebrating with his parents of family?
And my friends told me that Asians don't make a big celebration in the houses for new year... in Colombia is so different... D: people is always making parties... all days of the year LOL

Anyway... happy new year :D

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I hope that somebody didn't post before!
I was wondering if LeeTeuk could be a member of SNSD... LOL He is so 'pretty' xD
Anyway I love Taeyeon expressions in this picute~~ and LeeTeuk with Taeyeon is cute 100% (a lot of sugar for me xD)

That's funny. But Super Junior got my ''feminine" side. LOL
How 13 boys could got my femenine side?? Is crazy I know... but is true.
Since I was a Child, my parents educated me like boy. I don't know why... but I always recived male clothes and toys and I didn't like to play with Dolls. I had two Barbies and I imagined it dressed as a Amazona's Warriors... and I used to play with Barbies fighthing with other toys... D:

So... When I started to be Teen-ager I didn't  make up fecuently and I didn't use skirts or Dresses. The only Dress that I remember was my Graduation dress... and of course because was a obligation... and in my 15's party. Of course I dress up.

So.. What I used to wear? I used to wear pants, snickers and t-shirts... all the time D: I was a Tom-boy (or a cute-gayboy LOL)
But, when finally I started to listen Jpop and Kpop and I fell in love with Morning Musume and after that with Super Junior... my world converted to Pink D:

I used to HATE pink color. I NEVER used Pink or violet clothe.s I always use blue and black colors... but after Super Junior... aishh ._. I have a confession! now I have pink/violet dresses in my closet. I used more brillant colors! and I use make up sometimes...

Super Junior makes me a 'pretty' girl.

Of course, I'm learning of the masters of the Prettyness! (?)
And I think that HeeChul, Ryeowook and SungMin are more femenine than me~~ LOL
I don't know why now I like more girl stuff than before... xD

Now I'm obsesed with the Girl's generation style! and I think that don't suits on me D: because they're so thin! and cute... but... I want to wear like them D': or like Super Junior anyway LOL

I'm so happy right now. This December 24th, my Mom made a big project and got 70 pairs of shoes for poor kids! My mother is the principal of a school and the school is very poor and isn't in the city. My Mom decided to make a project and ask to other people money to buy shoes for this kids... and She got it!

that Was amazing because She never believed that could get 70 pair of shoes! that's a lot and people don't give money easy... but a lot of teachers of the schools, local singers, and some other people from bussines, gave money to my mom. Then, My Mom, my little sister and me went to the poor neighborhood to give the shoes. As you can see... the pictures speak for themselves:

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These are the houses in the neighborhood! they live near to a Barbas's river! This is the rural school of the neighborhood San Carlos. Is a very small, the school only have one classroom!! is amazing that they study in a small place like that!



This is the 'Pesebre' a 'representation of Jesus birth' and the xmas tree.
This is the traditional food for xmas in our country, the named is "Natilla" and "Buñuelos" and are made of corn meal.


Giving the presents!
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What do you think??? I was so happy giving the presents! because I had the oportunity to grow up in a place with everything! of course I'm not rich! but I have enough comforts to live. If you can do something for people that need your help... Why not?

( Super Junior Christmas Header )

What do you think? this is the new header of HATO fanclub I was searching for a Super Junior Christmas pictures, but I only found this SJH picture D:

Anyway, Tomorrow is Christmas, and in my country the tradition is to give something at 12 pm. Everybody do it, specially for the kids , and sometimes parents said to the kids that the gifs are given by Jesus Christ D: I'm not agree with that... because is a big lie. Can you imagine those poor childs that his parents don't have money to give a big toy? They are waiting for a expensive Toy but they don't recive nothing .__. Is so cruel.

Anyway, I'll do a painting for my Aunt. My aunt is very old now and She was a Ballet teacher when she was young. I want to do a painting of a ballet dancer for her... ^^' I hope finish the painting today D:

I'm nervous about the travel to Taiwan... specially because my english level is very poor T_T
I'm afraid don't fill the spectatives of my boss there ;O;

Hello ^^

These are my first SNSD graphics! I hope that you like it
You can use in whatever you want~~ ^^

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SIGNATURE

OMG I'm afraid about my travel in the next year ;O;'' I'm looking foward for a travel to Taiwan but I recieve a mail today that makes me have doubts about it.
I'm afraid of a lot of things but I'm concious that my happiness not depend of the travel, I mean, the happines isn't in the goals is in the way...

If the travel is canceled by they, or I decided not to go for some reason... I think that is ok too. Is my dream I know, but that's not mean that I'm not very sure about my dreams, I'm a realistic person and If I'm going to do this big step and go there... I have to be so sure about it and do everthing in the most perfect and secure way, you understand What I mean?

I'm not going to travel only because I love Asians and I want to go there to fangirling... I have a serious dream LOL and I'm going to go there to work ^^'

I really like Taiwan and I really Like the work there, but I have to think very well what is really good to me and If I have to wait more time, I'll wait and stay here in Colombia working as a Designer (is my job and I love it) and I'll travel later.

I have been listening this podcast! is really nice! listen to it if you want to know more about that beatifull island! they make interviews with foreigners in Taiwan is so nice!:
http://whatsupintaiwan.blogspot.com/

In other way... LOL I joined to http://soshified.com/
And I'm so happy with the forum! everybody is cute and nice and the design of the forum is so pretty ^0^

The Truth
Pairing: Sunny x TaeYeon (SunYeon)
Fandom: SNSD
Gerne: Yuri
Mentions of: Super Junior members
Dedicated to chiphyuk *A*

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( My first english fic )

Fuaah ♥~~ *dies*


As soon I saw this picture I though, Yeah this one is for me~~
Is love at the first sight? I don't know... but I love her ;O;
Taeyeon is the leader of SNSD (Girls Generation) the group that I mentioned before and is the most sweet, charm, cute, bubbly, lovely, adorable, Korean girl that I have ever seen! *-* She was born in 1989, march 9th and her current age is 19 years old. 

"Taeyeon is the oldest member of Girls' Generation. She is currently a DJ of Good Friend Radio with Super Junior member Kang-In and was the first member to release a solo track "If" for the drama "Hong Gil Dong". Taeyeon was further involved in Lee Bul's Music Video called 영원(Forever) and has also sang "Can/Do You Hear me...?" in the "Beethoven Virus" OST soundtrack, she has also won YEPP Popularity Award for her solo song." (source: Wikipedia)

Waaa I want to writte a fic with Taeyeon D: But I don't know with who... maybe Sunny? Sunny is so sweet but I don't know, maybe Tiffany? D: anyway I'll search in soshified.com some pairings LOL

I want a HelsicxTaeyeon fanfic D: *dies*

Look at this pretty lovely, charming and sweet girls! How can somebody hate them? D:
sincerely I don't understand the anti-fans potitions. I mean, they're just jealous because those sweet girls are close friend with the DBSK and Super Junior members. Anti-fans are immature and stupid, they're teenagers that don't understand the true meaning of the love...

When you love someone you aren't selfish, you let this person to be happy and if the happiness of this person isn't with you, you let be free the person. The idols aren't our boyfriends, is ok to play and imagine that Hangeng is my boyfriend or that I'm going to rape Teuk someday... etc LOL
BUT, in the reality you have to accept that they have their own lifes and they can love other girls (of course is impossible that some of they meet you and marry with you D:)

Anyway, if the anti-fans understand that, if they try to love their idols fitly, they wouldn't not hate this poor girls just only because they're friends or the boys or because exist some rumours about relationships.

They are talented and they deserved respect of other people.

Before you say something, first look yourselves and think ^^!

I decide to write a post about the polemic with the Only13 because sometimes people asks me what is my potition, and I'll anwser here~~

First of all, I was not Only13 because I didn't like the way that Korean ELF do the demonstrations. BUT, now I accept that Sj is only 13 members, as a fan I try to understand the potition of the boys and the commpany and I just support whatever that they do ^^

In fact, I love ZhouMi because he is so sweet and charismatic, but I'm concious that Sj is only13. Anyway, I'll support the boys~~
At the begining of the problems, Koreans fans makes me mad with their demostrations and because they bashing Henry and ZhouMi in forums. I really hate this. Because I think that they are humans and they deserve to be treated with respect by the fans. They have feelings, they cry, laugh, love etc and they olso have dreams. So is very unfear that those girls act in this way.

But anyway, I hope they two can be famous with their talenteds and can be great in China or in other countries. I think that with Super Junior o without Super Junior they can be famous :D

I like this:
Super Junior are 13, the Super Junior family is 15.

I olso think, that the friendship is more important that a Ideology and everybody are humans ^^ I have a lot of only13 friends and a lot of pro SujuM  friends... and I don't care...I love all of them ♥  is something like racims LOL

This blog is:
EVERYBODY ONLY 8D

Hello everybody ^^ I'm Helsic, probably you remember me in movies like "The return of the Freak-Asian-Eater" but if not, I'm introduce myself! I'm Helsic a simply freak-fangirl from Colombia in South America, I'm 23 years old but next January I'll be 24 :D (prepare your gifs ò_ó) I'm Visual Designer, I finished my career one year ago in Caldas University from Manizales/ Colombia. Now I'm a graduated Designer and my major is web design, graphic design and Animation.

I was living 5 years far from my house with my best friend shingokun . But now I came back to my mom's house and i'm living with my family again (;O; I miss my independence, fuck!).

I live in a beatifull city named Pereira, is not very big and is not very small ^^ and the Weather is usually nice but rain everyday. Anyway I live fine here~

I decide to start this blog, because as you can see, I'm not a english native speaker, so I want to improve my english skills, I have been studing english one year ago and I want to learn more vocabulary and have a correct grammar. So I decide to star this blog to practice everyday, writing english ^^ and doing a blog is a good idea.

Of course this is not a blog of interesting and deep things. Is just a blog of another  fangirl and freak in the world and the main subjets here will be Asian Music, memories, dreams etc.

And finally I want to say that if you found a mistake of a problem in my grammar, go ahead and tell me in a comment!!!
thank you~~